This piece means more to me than meaning to understand. This piece dates way back to May of 2023. The original video tied to this has been vaulted and will never see the light of day. Very few have seen it and it has been the most vulnerable I have ever been when it comes to filmmaking. It was the best thing I have ever done, to be honest. This wasn’t just some ordinary story told through a zine. This was my story. I lived this and experienced every ounce of emotions felt in this. It is a love letter that has an unfortunate ending. As a matter of fact, there really never was an ending. Everything happened so quickly and yeah I will admit it, I’m still recovering from it all. Love is so complex and experienced in so many ways. My love story portrayed her felt like a true fairytale. Spans over 5 years in reality, I could go on for ages about it all. It was special. Truly. Something that I don’t regret and will never forget. Sucks that things went left like they did but I turned it into a cinematic experience and now a zine. Bittersweet experience reliving it all but it’s all a part of the healing process. I truly hope you enjoyed the piece and relay back to the video connected to the piece through the QR code. My imperfect love letter to you that never got its happily ever after that I so deeply tried for.
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